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Sunday, November 15, 2009

to regret, not.

i am getting more and more paranoid and insecure.
its getting more and more fucked up.

ARGHHHH. shit shit.

blogging is helping me clear up the thoughts i have now. now now now.

lets see. i was suddenly worried about GP, the more i am thinking, the more critical i got of myself that my head is aching so much. i am afraid if i have strayed away from my topic sentence, or rather, my topic sentence have gone completely off that it does not fit with the rest of my essay.

i began with, impossible is nothing with regards to is the elimination of global poverty is a realistic aim. Then saying that however, the problem exists till now despite measures we have taken to reduce poverty such as etc etc etc. This is because there are times where it seemed 'impossible' for someone to give up and share wholehearted etc etc. Thus poverty would only be solved when everyone becomes altruistic and giving etc etc in return. SO I DO NOT THINK THAT THE ELIMINATION OF GLOBAL POVERTY IS A REALISTIC AIM. (did i say that or not? did i did i? i think so i think so, i really think so because the rest of the time, i keep saying thus its not realistic, its not an aim, its more of a goal. IT BETTER BE. :( )

NOW i am contradicting myself at the head by saying impossible is nothing huh.
i shall not further speak any profanities.

SO SO SO, what the hell am i saying now.

I KNOW I SHOULD BE LOOKING FORWARD. BUT ARGH. THIS IS DAMN SICKENING.

mistakes that are blatantly right in front of my eyes now.

the day which i decided not to be ignorant anymore and be happy is the day where i have achieved self enlightenment as i know that i have no regrets or whatsoever.

and coincidentally during today's homily, the priest was telling us not to regret anything that we have done. accidents at times are when god is conversing with us. we should be glad, and have vision for the future ahead.

:(